Happy New Year!

i'm having my dinner around crowded people. i look at around me.
and i see an interesting family!! i see them one by one.
my eyes stop at a person who seems so old. so weak but not really weak.
her daughter holds her arms like never let her go.
yap, she is a grandma. but actually her grandchild already has child.
it means she is a...(i dont know the word to called it hehe). she already has "cicit".
hmm i wonder if my grandma's mom still alive, she would has "cicit" too.
and i wonder what her feeling now if she sat beside me.
my mind is flying to anywhere...like flashback.
i wonder if i already old like her. what should i think about when i already have "cicit"?
weird to think about it..
time goes really fast. really really fast.
i'm afraid of getting older. i'm not ready.
day by day
month by month
year by year.... i'm getting older. i'm not a kid anymore.
damn! i miss it. i want to be a kid again.
where there's no poblem.
where everything seems okay
where my mind only think about ice cream, toys and chocolate.
sounds so happy.. but that's just a memory.
well, time goes really fast,dude. so use your time like you will never have time anymore.


Happy New Year 2012.
wish everything will be fun. ciao!!